All I can hear is the sound of the dishwasher gurgling away at cleaning my dishes, the rustle of the trees in the light breeze and my own thoughts...
It's incredibly hard for me right now, I'm in such a loving amazing relationship but not there to experience it. The long distance thing is not for the faint of heart, you really have to know what you're getting into and be 100% committed before making that leap.
I'm sitting in my lounge trying to decide what to do, that does not involve me spending a single cent (coz paying off debts, planning 2 weddings, visa applications and a country move don't really allow for extra spending money), so far I have come up with cleaning the house or packing and getting rid of stuff for the big move! Woohoo, looks like it's party town for me this weekend. I guess the worst part is doing it on your own, I have the support and love but sometimes all you want is a cuddle and it is ten thousand miles away. I just miss him is all.